My friends had often told me to use vibrators and I was quite aroused by them, but then probably I never had the guts to get myself one. My friends who used them talked so much about them that I wanted to do it, but never got myself to it.

I thought I was good but then something happened. My boyfriend, who had satisfied me almost every night for the last seven years, was called away by his work and had to leave me for a while. We did not separate well–we knew we would miss each other badly–and the problems began to emerge almost as soon as he left.

It became worse with each passing day. We were so used to each other that this separation proved to be too much. The depression spilled out on my work life and I was not doing things the way I was expected to do.

I was only this close to getting fired from my third job when one of my friends suggested that I should see a doctor about my problem.

Frankly speaking, I didn’t see how a doctor could get me out of what I was going through, but still the friend forced me and I got myself an appointment. And that, probably, was one of the best decisions I made in my life.

Some people would say it was a very unorthodox prescription, but after listening to everything I had to say, the doctor said that I was only lacking some intimacy in my life. She said I was so used to sex that I was missing it badly. And that’s when she suggested I start using a vibrator.

It was too much for me initially, but then she explained things to me. She said that many doctors tell their patients to use vibrators when they are going through what I was experiencing. She said how it makes these people less vulnerable in causing harm to themselves and how they make them better emotionally. In fact, she also told me of a place from where I could buy a vibrator discreetly.

It was a very unconventional thing to do, but now I am really better. I still miss my boyfriend, but things are much better. This device has seen me through several rough times and has actually made my life better… and probably safer dare I say it thank god for sex toys.